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What happens when you seemingly have it all—money, a dream relationship, fitness goals achieved—yet feel completely empty inside?

In this episode of New Horizons, we’re joined by Kevin Palmieri, founder and host of the Next Level University podcast. Kevin opens up about the moment he discovered that rock bottom has a basement, how he faced suicidal thoughts in a lonely hotel room, and what ultimately pulled him out of the darkest chapter of his life.

Kevin, now a successful podcaster with over 2,000 episodes under his belt, shares the real story behind the scenes—the self-doubt, the toxic internal record playing on repeat, and the life-changing moment when a friend’s belief became the lifeline he didn’t know he needed.

We dive deep into:

  • The illusion of success and why achievement doesn’t always equal fulfillment
  • The importance of re-writing your internal narrative and “changing the record”
  • The state-proof-self-assign method to rebuild self-worth
  • What it means to define your own version of success
  • The power of vulnerability, community, and authentic connection
  • Why fulfillment may burn slower than happiness—but lasts longer

Whether you’re feeling stuck, on the edge of burnout, or just searching for deeper purpose, Kevin’s story will remind you that healing, growth, and meaningful success are not only possible—they’re within reach.

Powerful Quote from Kevin:

“The pain you’re experiencing right now will eventually become a superpower that no one can take away from you.”

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